Not in video mood. So freaking annoyed. Even though I have a room I still don't get any privacy! I hate Brian so much. He's an annoying, big, fat, loser! So sick of him. I've been having a great winter vacation until I saw his mug on Christmas day. I couldn't even eat that night. Since then, I just... I've been feeling negative. It's no wonder he's alone. He's one of those people that "know everything" and they're so opinionated - like those little odd white kids you hate in grade school. He always has a fucking comment about everything. I don't ever want to see him. Ever! He means nothing to me.
Why does his nose have to be in everyone's business?! I hate his guts. He has no taste in anything. He's a waste of time. Man, I don't know how much more I can take of this. When he's here, my mother goes ballistic. Then she blames everyone else, mainly me, for the reason why she's that way. I can't even leave people there's always so many people here. I'm blocked by three fucking cars. My mom's lame ass won't let me use her car. My sister is a punk for no reason. And my brother is "working". UGH. Times like this I wish I had someone to take me somewhere. Any-freaking-where but here. I'm sounding so emo.
I want to leave so bad. I'm currently blasting my music as loud as I can. But with headphones. The fags are working on the floor outside my room, something that should have been done a LONG time ago. Brian sucks as this shit. How many times does he have to measure things and still get it wrong?!
Money. After fin. aid, my parents are paying about 2,100-2,300 for my tuition. Car insurance, 150 - I think. Apt. shit about 1k? Okay. Even with a job... there's no possible way for me pay this if I plan on leaving. Highly doubt my parents want to pay for tuition after I decide to move out. They're assholes like that. akdfaksjd.
